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December 2, 2009

They don’t make movies like this anymore. *sigh*

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 5:16 pm

Thanks to Abi for being the biggest influence watching Bollywood movies since i was small. Surprised to know that he haven’t watched Sanggam despite knowing the song by heart hehe. But anyway, here’s some of the song from Andaaz & Aa Gale Lag Ja, two of my fave evergreen bollywood movie that even Kuch Kuch Hota Hai will never match it.

*Sigh*

What happened to all the good movies,even Bollywood is full of censored scenes. I guess good movie only comes once in a decade, and fortunately mine was Kuch Kuch Hota Hai because up till now, there’s not much good movies that gave a lot of impact. I guess I ‘ll just stick to watching Tamil that is more ‘real’ tho the song may not be as soothing as Hindi hoho top of the list: Rajnikanth, Madhavan and I still can’t remember the name of Rajnikanth son in law..sigh..

And i think im starting to like Vidya Balan after Priety, Rani and all. Notice her since Salam E Ishq which is one of my fave also though it never reached to Kuch Kuch Hota Hai phenomenon but at least it was a bit different then the rest of the bollywood movie. Btw the trailer can only be watched in YouTube,embedding was disabled.

Najwa & Nik Firdaus Wedding in Terengganu

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 1:27 am

Quick Synopsis:

1) Made on 21 November which happen to be the beginning of the Monsoon season in Terengganu

2) Our car broke down in Jertih so we had to take the cab instead.

3) Stayed at a homestay which turnout to be quite a big house of 6 room fully equipped with two living room front and back and kitchen. Owh and they left a ‘Pelamin’ already from the previous event i think.

4) The groom had a bad fever preparing the wedding so his ‘Bapak mertua’ @ father in law insist of bringing him to the clinic that very day  hoho

5) We had to go to the wedding at 2PM , first with a cab then arrive at another destination at 3PM to change our ride with their relative car and only arrive at the wedding by 5PM due to the closed road towards the groom house. Water was starting to flood everywhere by this time. The guest and ‘Kompang’ group was already back home by that time

6) A friend of mine, who’s from Terengganu told me that the people celebrate it in a simple way. It was until we arrive that we know what she means by that. And surprisingly it was really simple and I quite like it coz its like a ‘kesyukuran’ wedding rather than the fancy one.  Had a nice ‘Gulai’ (Curry) and mistaken a Pumpkin desert with a ‘Masak Kicap’ haha

7) One of my dad friend car who came to the wedding broke down also so we end up going to Kuala Terengganu together in a van we rent. We stayed at another homestay before going back to Jertih to get our car which we heard was starting to flood also.

8] The car was not repaired yet since that the water is starting to flood at the workshop so they move it elsewhere and it took an hour to repair it at another workshop before we finally head back.

9) Along the way, we saw quite a view of the flood and people was actually enjoying it with fishing and swimming through the flood. Most of the people did not use their umbrella at all and was going in and out of their house as usual. It was predicted that it will rain 4 days in a row by that time so we were very thankful to ‘escape’ the flood before it got worse. Its already raining two days by the time we went to the wedding.

10) Drop by at  Besut Mosque where half of their parking lot was flooding with water. Interesting enough, the interior design of the Mosque is so similar to the Alhambra design. Brought back my memory of Granada by then

December 1, 2009

Bless The Broken Road

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 12:33 am

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn’t see how every sign pointed straight to
YOU

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where
YOU are
Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars
Pointing me on my way into
YOUR loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to
YOU

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I’d like to have the time I lost and give it back to
YOU
But YOU just smile and take my hand
YOU’ve been there
YOU understand
It’s all part of a grander plan that is coming true

[Chorus]

Now I’m just rolling home
Into my lover’s arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to YOU

That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to YOU.


***



I was not good to YOU

nor was I to others

one thing for sure

YOU were always there

waiting for me to come back to YOU

Every time the road was broken

YOU helped me picked up the pieces

and patch it all back together with me

Yet i still forget

And YOU remind me back again

It was YOU that day right?


Sorry I slipped away

But YOU still gave me chances

Thats why YOU took everything from me

So I can see that everything is nothing

because when I had nothing

I only have YOU

to make nothing means everything

Indeed YOU are everything


I hope I still stand a chance

to start back where i fell of

Im sorry, really

I am

To others also

For who I am

I will try to improve

And for who i am not

I will try not to be

Certainly I am at lost

But I hope I am not too late

To say how sorry I am

For all the things I have done


So to YOU

I just want to say

…Thank YOU…


November 25, 2009

2012

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 8:24 pm

I was contemplating to watch this actually due to my own reason.

Since I had to watch it with my bro in law and all. So, i guess there’s no escape.

As expected it is not up to my expectation. Well, who am I to complain,right?

For obvious reason, its just another propaganda of the so-called ‘Global Warming’.

Explains everything on the Kyoto Protocol, triggering panic like this esp through the media makes it more influential to get the message around the globe.

I am not denying that there is such climate change but as we know, every destruction comes from the hand of the humans itself. Conserving may be one of the alternative but the production and people behind these production is what we have to think of.

Green or not, its just another way of capitalism. Enough said, Google it to  find your answer. So, without talking more on that ’sakit kepala‘ issue which im sure not everyone wants to know or rather ignore it. Here’s why I don’t like the movie so Director’s , keep note because not everyone like your movie and other commercial movie that you are capitalizing on. Sigh. What happens to all the good movies..????

1) Full of propaganda as if we can escape Dooms Day

2) The CGI was brilliant, I agree on that but really, for 6 ‘Arch’ (and why does it seem so familiar with Noah Ark??)  to be able to survive that massive destruction. Whoa! That is so beyond our power, even Titanic couldn’t save itself from a small iceberg, what more Everest?

3)The famous quote itself:

The moment we stop fighting for each other, that’s the moment we lose our humanity.

Since when does ‘fighting’ considered ‘humane’ ..??? I guess its a ‘nature’ that they want us to believe because as long as we never stop fighting, we’ll never been human.This is what ‘Mythologies’ by Barthes was talking about on the underlying meanings.

4) The plot itself, observe, two particular political figure did not board the ship. As brave it may seem to be, its not a surprise why they made it in such a way that these two figures chose not to board the ship.

5) I hated the part when the Big Wealthy Arabs board the ship especially when the camera focus on them passing by to board the ship while the script goes something like they choose who to board the ship, who have the money etc etc. Obviously we know what religion does these Arabs embrace and the fact that they board the ships while other religious figure did not, that is some dangerous issue if people were to realize that.

6) The main character family went of to find that ship but did not warn others,so does that scientist who only did that at the very last minute. Plus they only finally open the gate at the very last minute which obviously only the big rich people board it and as far as i am concerned, these people have nothing anymore by the time all the other people died that day.

7) The moment the President said, “Our scientist have discovered” (referring as if the Americans found it) when the fact is the Indian scientist found out about it and again, India did not survive the destruction. They only revealed that fact when the scientist desperately tries to persuade the Prime Minister’s from all over the world to let in all the people stranded outside.

8] There is Prime Minister’s from 49 countries boarding that ship and only 4 so-called veto & owh so good and noble to vote that these people should be let in. Funny and obviously Malaysia was not one of them haha

9) As they say,

I never believe we could make this ship on time and only the Chinese can make such ship “

Just like most of the things in America is “Made In China” so does their ship hoho. In a way, it implies that the only reason they choose China to make that ship bcoz the workers are cheap.  Simple. Capitalism wins again everyone.

10) The ending. With such massive destruction, do you reckon we can escape ‘Qiyamat’ ? As i previously wrote elsewhere (oops!)  its the ‘faith’ that matters. We’ll never know when we are going to die, even with such advance technology will never save us from dying. Why bother going against what have already been written on our fate?

To muslims,i hope this movie will not make you believe on such thing mentioned in this movie , instead the believe to The All Knower because regardless what happens, its to Him we should believe on – not the date because no one will ever know when,where and how the Qiyamat will take place. Despite all, this movie almost made me cry thinking of the Qiyamat (not bcoz of the special effect and all). So, i guess its a good way of reflecting ourselves  as  a reminder.


November 19, 2009

Najwa & Nik Firdaus Wedding Slide (As Requested)

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 2:54 am

This is some of the pic’s I managed to upload.

Going to Terengganu this Friday for the Groom feast.

I wonder how it will look like. Hoho.

See ya~~

November 12, 2009

Food Incorporated

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 10:31 am

Just like the media being controlled by a certain transnational cooperation, so does the food and almost everything around us. After all, they need the media to sell their product so what a better way than controlling the media to themselves?

This is why I don’t eat fast food anymore…

Just follow the next 10 parts of the movie from the links below:

 

 

November 9, 2009

Najwa & Nik Firdaus Wedding (Part 2) ~ 07-11-09

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 11:44 pm

Synopsis of the feast:

* Catering by : Pantas Catering, served compared to buffet last time including DJ.

(They sure are fast doing their job, i mean, really fast!!)

* Curtain & Bride’s room Decoration: DNA Boutique Kepala Batas

* Pelamin/ Stage/Wedding Dress/Make Up/Door Gift: Teja Craft Bertam

* Silat Performance by: Sidi Hakim & Sidi Lan from Silat Senam Tua ,  Kedah.

*  Photographer: Matt Mashi (Refer his FB with the same name. Fyi, the pictures in the video is mine)

* Videographer: Me, Ismail (my bro) & Maryam (cousin) – Edited by ME though hehe

* Protocol Managers : Tok Tam & Mak Teh as usual

* Apologies to anyone whom we might have overlooked from the invitation list & door gift.

* A million thanks again to everyone involved through out the wedding on behalf of our family (“,)

Najwa & Nik Firdaus Wedding ~ 06-11-09

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 9:47 am

*The rest will be uploaded later


Synopsis of the wedding:

- Mas Kahwin/Dowry: 1 Gold Dinar. Mine?hurm…negotiate with my parents LOL!

- The Groom cried after the ‘akad nikah’. hehe

- It was very awkward at the moment since its our first time hosting a wedding on our side so we didn’t have much experience to know what to do next. Thanks to Tok Tam & Mak Teh for guiding the ceremony.

- The web conference was between the couple & my brother, Adam who could not make it to the wedding since he is currently studying in Sheffield.

- Besides managing the Door gift, I was also snapping pictures & taking video at the same time. Gosh.. i wish I have DSLR (attention:mum) hehe and also a new external hard disk to transfer all the video file filling up my lappie space already. sigh. Sorry again for the shaky video.

- Thanks to all relatives helping from both side of Perlis & Johor, also to all the guest who came endlessly.

- Elsie & Niena for helping out as ‘Dayang2′ of the day to give out the door gift.

-Photographer by Matt Mashi (this is not his photo yet, his photo will be uploaded when its ready)

- To Wanie, you will definitely be my bridesmaid so you have no excuse not to be able to come anymore. hoho

- Selamat Pengantin Baru from me, consider this as my wedding gift to you both instead (“,)

November 5, 2009

Dedicated To Kak Lang: A Special Post For Your Special Day (“,)

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 12:00 am

Finally,my sister is getting married this 6 November 2009 . Somehow I find it hard to believe the fact that she is getting married. The sister that I shared my room, fight with her, moved to another room because we can’t stand each others tantrum, the sister that I moved back to sharing room together after we kinda can stand each other for at least 2 weeks before we throw tantrums to each other again.

It was strange when my brother told me that I would be the one she bullies when we were small that out of nowhere I will have a bite mark on me but never say a thing. But when I grow up, I was the one who bullies her at least not by leaving a bite mark but usually nasty words and endless shouts at each other which some words I regret saying it but was too ego to apologize since that it was said out of anger but not really what I mean.

I remember how we shared a dream together despite our differences, to open a cyber cafe with some part reserved for a mini café so that people can eat while they are on the computer. I remember how she tricked me thinking that she will secretly break the fast with me that I end up to break it. And many other secrets I cannot tell.hoho

As we grow up, after my little brother Adam, she was the least I would be spending time together. Never I could imagine that the fights we had was the most time we spend time together – fighting. Strange but we miss that kind of fights that we would purposely try to fight with each other again but never did.

We fight less at least and somehow we could talk when before we could never do that at least not in a peaceful way. I guess now is the time where we make peace after the endless wars we had. Perhaps it was good thing that she studied in Terengganu while I stayed in Penang. Though its kinda boring not to have someone to fight with when she is not around, but it made me appreciate her more than I did.

That’s why when I heard about her marriage, I feel somehow sad instead of happy like I felt when my brother is getting married. Perhaps because I will get a ‘new’ sister who will stay here but this time she is the one…….
Ouch..i think something got into my eyes.. =P

I don’t know why I feel like this, its not like im not going to see her forever but certainly it will be a bit different not to have her around like we used to. So, I hope that person who is marrying her better treat her right because I wont allow anyone to bully her except me =P

As for me, before anyone ask me the usual “Bila lagi?” question people love to ask when their siblings gets married. My answer is: Find me one, and I will. LOL. As for now I am happy to be single and lovin it!

So, to kak lang, if you are reading this, I can only pray for your happiness in your marriage because I don’t have money to buy you presents right now hehe money can’t buy happiness, right? right? Hoho

 

 

Selamat Pengantin Baru Najwa & Nik Firdaus (“,)

November 2, 2009

F.I.T.N.A

Filed under: Uncategorized — sakiinah @ 1:09 pm

To make such fitna is considered as killing your own flesh and blood, but to claim that its a ‘fitna’ from others with God name alongside is seriously a bold thing to do. Aren’t you scared?????

You said that you were waiting for me to make my next move approaching people around you, the fact is i didn’t move a single step. You were the one who made the first step, just like you did before when your lies were discovered. I didn’t say anything, instead waited until i get my facts first before I discover it myself what you did.

They say:

“Nobody believes the official spokesman… but everybody trusts an unidentified source”

Well, I suggest that anyone who’s been listening to one side of story to hear both side of the story before you can get the full story. Else your report will be biased and who knows one day, someone will sue you for making such story?

One advice from me is to check your source first before you believe anything what ppl say as facts coz the fact is i’ve checked mine, did you?? Its up to you to believe anything that you want coz I still find it hard to believe until now.

You can think whatever you want of me because as i said before:

I don’t care what people think coz what God think of me is more important than what people think of me.

So to whom it may concern,  I don’t need to tell anyone about you coz whoever you’ve been telling lies to will find out the truth sooner or later. The truth will prevail and your just scared that people will discover your tracks huh? Cover all your lies  coz in the end nothing will cover you back when we meet again.

Its scary enough to see the warnings that was given from those before us when it comes to such situation and its even more scary that despite seeing that there are people who just ignore those warnings.

Please. Stop before its too late. Just bcoz i didn’t say anything about you doesn’t mean that you can say anything about me. Well, i don’t need to say anything about you anyway coz in the end, the body will speak itself and until that day, just enjoy the show (“,)

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