interesting movie i watch the other day about white collar vs blue collar job

two trainee fight for a spot, they had to make a presentation & team up to get to the next level. by the final level, they had to choose one trainee so each of them had to say something to prove why they deserve that spot.

one,grew up seeing his father working in factory who then got laid off. growing up, he was teased bcoz his father was unemployed

so he grew up,determined to change his life, with lots of manipulation to get to the next level. fear of being made fun again

the other, im not too sure,but being the good guy, despite his struggles, he look the world in a positive view.

so in the final, they had to say something about working as blue collar vs white collar. defensive, the bad guy, defended his view

the bad guy, said that he is proud of working in blue collar, to him its a real job, bcoz youre on the field, sweating your hard earned work

the good guy, said he understand where the bad guy is coming from but the white collar job is as important as the blue collar because..

the white collar had to make sure a lot of procedure had to be done & processed to avoid mistakes from happening

they may work on a lot of paperwork, but that is the very important task because without that being cleared, and approved…

you cant carry out the actual work on the ground without the permission of appropriate authority.

even after getting that done, they still have to go through meetings after meetings, brings home work and finish their job till late

so just because you are working with ‘paper’s but you are the ones who is the mastermind planning for actual plan.

of cause it may be a mundane task, and pretty much you work in the office a lot and dont get out much on the field

but your job is just as important as those who goes down to the ground. we need each other to get the job done and make it work – together.

so those who think their job is not as kickin ass job like others you wish, dont. you are enough

what you work for now, is what has been destined for you, your journey brought you there, and you are raised and prepared  for that job

everything you learn, every skill you gain are already planned by Him , so that it can only be you to carry out that task. no one else can.


Kerachut 2015

New year started off pretty good despite the stress, I had really great time with these ‘kids’ hehe. Decided to go on a hiking trip to Kerachut, and even jogged more less almost a week before hiking to build up some stamina. hehe. Thanks everyone for this trip, its good to still have your ‘firsts’ shared with good companies. You know who you are 😉

Terima kasih: Terbaik Dari Langit

And so I end my 2014 with this movie which fortunately I get to watch before they stop screening here. Couldn’t find a time for the past few days since I was recovering from ESCAPE and finishing up my research, but with a help of my local movie buddy, we manage to make it on time before the new year. Thanks ‘toyu’! (bukan nama sebenar)

I will spare you the details on what its about and leave the surprise for you to find out. But all I can say is that everyone have a little bit of ‘Berg’, ‘Ijam’ , ‘Toyu’ and ‘Sofia Jane’ in them

The dreamer who actually do something about their dream like Berg

The one who don’t know what they really want in life and just follow what other people wants them to be like ijam

The one who is too busy being afraid to chase their dream  and chose the safer path thinking that their dreams is impossible to reach even if they are talented like Toyu

The one who knows what they want and brave enough to pave their own path like Sofia Jane

….and without people like arwah Atuk Berg to support the dreamers like Berg, the world wouldn’t have been able to have talented people who actually changed the world. Importantly, its up to us to decide who we want to be in the future.

It does not matter if there aren’t real UFO in the movie, there’s so much more things or movies that doesn’t make sense. So as the movie says, “Kalau tak faham, leave it!”

Some things are not meant to be understood but felt. So thank you TDL (“,)

*Kalau nak betul2 honest review, I would say: Well written, awesome choice of cast, nicely edited & beautiful cinematography especially this scene:

<<<<< 2014 in rewind

1. Watched ‘Terbaik Dari Langit‘  on its last day of screening thanks to Iedil’s tweet and Redza Minhat’s RT. For once, I will not make a review because I enjoyed the whole movie every second of it. As the movie says:

“Kalau tak faham, leave it!”

2. Submitted my crappy first draft a few minutes before going to the cinema only to get a gush of idea just a few moment before ‘deadline’. Seriously Malaysians are very good in handling pressure in stressful deadline hehe. My supervisor will probably send it back for me to repair it but i regret nothing hahahaa

3. Finally tried ESCAPE with self proclaimed blog bff whom i finally get to meet in person after 4 years. I wanted to write something about our weekend but now its a bit awkward to express it here knowing that you might be reading it haha. Still, I will cherish that moment until the next time we meet. Im not sure now to meet more of my followers in real life hahaha, somehow it makes me confuse between two world now that its harder to write like I used to, without having this thought that someone you know is reading it.

4. This year were probably the year of Letting Go to most of us including myself, either as myself by trying to be more open to new things, new friends, and new way of looking at things around me. I had a hard time trying to let go of a lot of issues, things and people in my life, only to be offered by better ones. Thank you all beautiful wonderful people in my life.

5. As much as I hate apologizing, I learn that sometimes our relationship with people matters more than our own ego. But there are also times where we should stop apologizing for the things that is not our fault or beyond our control and just get on with our life.

6. I am a happy happy aunt that by next year I be having 4 minions to rock their world. I hope my lil brother’s wife will deliver a healthy baby both the mother and their first born next month. God willing.

7. My deepest condolence to all the victims of MH17, MH370, especially QZ8501 also the rest of the flood victim all over the east coast of Malaysia and other areas. Its been a trying year for all of us, but I believe that nothing falls upon us more than what we can handle, even if we think we dont have the strength anymore, all we need to do is just take a deep breath and take our own time to rebuild our life.

8. Its also the year where you have to sit through the darkness, and let yourself feel what you need to feel, recognize it, acknowledge it and make sense of the emotion we are feeling. In a strange way, I felt more connected to my own emotion even if I may not express it much but at least I understood or could make sense of some of the feelings I felt was not as bad as I thought.

9. I tried so hard, but I also learnt to not push myself too hard on myself when it comes to my research, still I do once in a while find myself under pressure and stressed out of some of the hiccups along the way. Balancing your emotion and your stress level by trying not to control your life too much are probably one of the hardest task in this world.

10. I tried learning new things, if not as a hobby, but at least ive tried wall climbing, had a chance to go on kayaking , and get myself all in the mud in one of the trips I happen to have the chance to go on. I probably travel more this year than last year, even if its just around my hometown

11.  I learn that social support is very important, I learn what makes me happy what doesnt and what should be done if I were to become sad again. Its been a rollercoaster ride emotionally, physically …i probably should start taking care of my health after this hehe.

12. Im still afraid of hugs but probably not as much as I used to if it comes from those i can be comfortable with. It is surprisingly warm fuzzy feeling i dont know what to react, but i would still need a heads up before anyone were to give an attack bear hug. The horror!

13. The trip I went with mom recently have pretty much brought us one step closer, she seemed to have let go of herself a little bit now than she used to be. And im quite surprised and impressed by her character development hehe.

14.Not being too sensitive or think too much of what people say will save you from a lot of trouble and unnecessary drama and people that is not worth your time. The right kind of people will like you for who you are, so don’t waste your time on those who couldn’t see your value. Just be yourself and love yourself more than you have been to others who can’t appreciate you. You are already good enough, nothing that people say about you is about you, but reflect themselves instead

and finally……



 Happy New Day everyone!

Every day is a new day, don’ t wait for the year to end to make some changes in your life! 🙂