I’ve seen this video before & i think i shared this back then.
Yet, i was in search again for something and came across this again.
So i feel like sharing it again for those who haven’t seen this yet.
And for those in search also, no matter what it is,
God willing, i hope this will help you start somewhere.
Verily, for every difficulties comes ease 🙂
One night I decided to really trying get this spiritual mood happening and I’m sure probably some of you had heard this story before, so I apologize
I lit the candle, I had the window open
I had the curtain strung, and I was trying to get that really spiritual feeling
It was a nice summer night in Melbourne, summer that can get you heaven
And I was sitting there and I thinking “this is it..” you know, this is the night..
I have been.. you know.. investigating all the spiritual proofs,
all the scientific proofs about the fact the mountain of the piths.,
about, you know, how the embryo develop inside the woman,
all this amazing proofs, but I still needed that little push.
It was like I was at the edge of the cliff, I was ready to jump, I just need the push
So I was sitting there, sitting quite, I was reading Quran, I stopped,
I said, Allah.. this is my moment, this is the time I’m about to jump into Islam,
all I need is a sign, just a little sign, nothing huge, maybe a bolter brightly,
You know.. maybe.. the house could fall down.. or something you know..
something just small, small for you man, you created this, come on.
So I sat there, I was waiting for the candle to start lighting up to form mating high like in the movie.
Then I say, “ok.. GO!”
And Subhanallah nothing, absolutely nothing happens,
I was really disappointed to be honest,
so I sat there and I sad, Allah.. this is your chance, I’m here. I’m no going no where.
I’ll give you another chance, okay maybe you busy, you know..
daytime over the other side of the world, all of the stuff going on..
maybe this time I could just leave kaabah flooring, you know, something small..?
the canlde.. Lets forget that, I do where could find that, so I don’t care, just anything.
So I say “ok, GO!”
And Subhanallah nothing absolutely happens,
and I mean I couldn’t even said urr.. that was it, that creep that was sat on the wall, that was it.
Absolutely nothing happens, I was really disappointed, I was gasses.
I was sitting there, thinking “this is it..”, you know, this was my last chance, Islam..
and I really, I haven’t found it.
I put back the Quran, and turn back to where I was reading.
Subhanallah, the very next verse, on the next page;
“For those of you who ask for signs, have we not shown you enough already, look around you, look at the stars, look at the sun, look at water, these are the signs for people of knowledge.”